![]() I ask from god why didn't he create me normal? it's hard to explain.i have lost so many things in my life.i have no real friends.i never had a boyfriend as i cant make eye contact or talk with opposite gender.i have never been happy in my life.i'm waiting for the end of my life so i can put myself out of this extreme misery. I have been told my family about my problem but no one care so i'm living with this disorder without any medication. ![]() I ask from myself whats wrong with me? why i can't be normal like other people? sometimes i feel like suffocating.i feel so empty inside my heart and want to suicide. I have given up and i would rather to die than living a lonely miserable life without any social interaction with other people. but from deep down i know that i want to live a happy normal life but my anxiety avoid my own happiness.therefore i'm my own worst enemy. This verse pretty much explains how i feel when i stuck in my home alone as i'm too scared to go out and interact with people in society. ![]() it has ruined my life in every way.this song explain my thoughts perfectly. From my own experience this song is about someone who suffer from extreme mental pain.i suffer from a mental disorder called severe social anxiety and panic attacks.
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